Speechless.

I've been crying so much in the last week. I thought that the week BEFORE the Midnight premiere, I was a wreck. I'll write more later. I think I just need a few days.
I have "Drill Week" for Color Guard this week. Which is basically 4 days of Hell. It's not all bad but it's tough and my back is killing.
This video is amazing <3

Long time..no write. Let's catch up: Growing up, senior pics, summer, color guard, life

Mhmm..I promised I would keep blogging! But alas..I stopped for quite a while! So, here you go..I'm finally back! :D

So, since I last talked to all of you, I: finished Junior year of high school, moved in with a friend, started Color Guard season :/, bought some cute dresses, and today experimented with the friend I live with on some Senior pics!

Okay, first things first, explanation on the moving in with a friend situation:
 My Mother and Sister moved to Chicago the 12th of June and I opted to stay here because this is my home and I want to finish my Senior year. That's really it. And it's all I care to venture on at the moment.

Color Guard: I'm not even sure I have anything to say. But! I have a parade Friday, I really hope it goes well!?

Dresses: Platos Closet is my hero.

Now, to share the best part, my Senior pics! Which are also my outfit blog of the day :))
 I just really felt like sharing 'em since they were kind of impromptu and stuff but I enjoy them..This isn't all of them but these are the ones finished editing!

I think I like this one so much because I look so happy! :D

Apparently, this is my "typical Kaili face"..?

<3

So dramatic, eh? ;)

Dress: TwentyOne/thrifted, Shoes: Payless, Necklace: Vintage :D

Anyway, I've done a lot of growing up the past month or so.. It's been tough but I really truly believe that I'll be able to survive! I can take care of myself. I know I can! I have faith in myself :) Wish me luck!
Love who ever chooses to read this! :D

Procrastination Means..watching youtube videos.. DFTBA and making fashion boards.

Yes, I am a Nerdfighter! For those of you who don't know what that means..SHAME ON YOU! Just kidding, but still that makes me quite sad :'(

So I haven't really been doing much lately..I had an extremely horrible/difficult day today, and when I came home I immediately curled up on the floor and fell asleep..Have I done any homework? Nope. Yeah..I should probably do some..But anyway, on another note, I made a playlist of DFTBA records and posted it over there >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

And I also made a inspiration board in my room! It's filled with inspiration of outfits and stuff that I enjoy, in a few weeks I am going to the mall and we are planning on buying some summer clothes! Thus, pretty soon I will be able to post some wonderful outfit pictures..Oh and my friends and I are going to make a Lion, Witch and the Wardrobe Parody (Prince Caspian) and I get to be the White Witch! And we are going to go to Goodwill and find some pretty kick ass outfits! :)

Yeah..it's nine at night which means I should probably do some stuff like you know..homework, perhaps? Yeah.

Love you all! :D

Busy bee.

Prom plans. 'nuff said. That is all I have to say for now. Also, my prom theme= Candyland. Which in my opinions just gives some people the excuse to dress up slutty, but I'm going to dress up..well we'll just have to wait and see now won't we ;)

Teen Depression

Pictures I've taken from various projects, one was of Teen Depression. I used those pictures in a visual argument for my AP English class, saying that:
The pain is an everyday thing. It's a growing problem and it's not always heard. Depression is bigger than just what it looks like on the outside, it's something that lives deep within yourself. Depression is bigger than any of us. And it's not something you can understand. It's not a surface problem. These pictures are supposed to represent the feelings of the people that they're too afraid to let known. People go through life everyday feeling worthless and alone, when in reality, they aren't. And they struggle with finding who they really are.
I created a collage, with pictures surrounding the one picture directly below this.  
It turned  out to be extremely powerful.

 I took about a hundred pictures during class that day and these were my favorites, I have a lot more that I used, of course.

 This one above was actually not an intentional photo but, it still made it in.

                                          Love this one..I'm not sure why but, I really love it :)

                                            It took a while to make this one work..

This project was actually a lot of fun (despite the topic), I really would like to join something like the Montana Meth Project (ever heard of it? Look it up!)

If you or someone you know is suffering from depression, you're not alone. Seek help in someone you trust.
You're not worthless. You're not alone. Remember, all of the people who love you.
If you or someone you know is suffering from depression that results in suicidal thoughts please call the National Suicide Hotline immediately: 
1-800-273-8255



Just a message to everyone: you're beautiful! And you will NEVER be alone! :) Please know that!

http://www.spsfv.org/hotlines.htm

http://suicidehotlines.com/


Love you all

The Best TV Show. EVER.

FRIENDS.

I watch it every single day. I go to sleep watching it. I wake up watching it. And when I got home from our early release thanks to this crappy snowstorm in LATE March, I turned it on.

Yes, I do own all 10 seasons..Yes, I do have every line memorized. NO I NEVER GET TIRED OF IT!
I also have a Friends' cookbook!


Not only that, but I have an uncanny resemblance (in personality) to Monica, and slightly Chandler/Ross. I wish I was more like Phoebe but I am more like Monica than anyone else.

I am OCD. I obsess over every little detail. I am in love with food. I hate dirty stuff. I would totally go for guys like Chandler or Richard. I like things straight and I don't like when people change them. I am WAY too loud sometimes! I'm competitive (a bit less forward about it tho.). I've been planning my wedding and my childrens' names for years. And now I'm just rambling and I can go on and on..

Goodness. I love this show! :) I hope to either be on/write a show as good as this one one day.
Here's the poster in my room (from Amazon):

Anyway, I hope it warms up soon and I can actually go out and get a job..But I don't know when it's going to warm up, if it ever does. Then, I can get a job and go to the Thrift Store downtown, I need a desk for my room..

Well, this post was slightly pointless..I'll probably post something later that is more meaningful.
Kaili